Posted under Me & My Thoughts
While I was driving today. I have been thinking a lot these few days… actually all these while, things are just slipping past me, leaving me stunned and breathless. How sometimes I wish breathless would stay… leaving behind the blood and flesh.
This is not the first time and I know it won’t be the last. I guess the last time, would be you know… when I actually draws my last, but then again how can I be sure I would be leaving content… I have no answers nor do I know what questions should be answered.
I went to Klang today to do some support work. It took me about 45 minutes to reach Klang driving at the speed of 90KMH. I don’t know why but I suddenly lost appetite, so skipped lunch until I finished my stuff and one of the person in charged there decided to treat me to KFC, so I had to go out of courtesy that was about 3 I guess. Chatted a bit bout happenings around and then I left Klang.
The drive back was a little high speed and I am still not sure why. I was driving about 130 to 150KMH… but the road just seem to slip pass under my car just as life has been doing. I thought I was trying to test my car again, which I did almost 200KMH and it was less than 2 hours from JB to KL. The speed could increase but then I stopped increasing at this point. I kind of liked the tension then as I recalled, even though the air conditioning was working fine, my hands, forehead and face were actually sweating… and I was actually concentrating on driving only and nothing else, not even a single thought other than driving.
Even now, I could not really concentrate and I always have a play list of songs, and they always reflect my emotions just as now and they tell a story, a story about myself. I do not know. I don’t know why, but I get these moods all of a sudden and it’s dominant and quite persistent. Though I have long have one of these, the sudden return is a bit more than welcomed even though it strikes insanity to the eyes of others, but then sanity left me a long long time ago… as I learnt of the adult way of living life.
I know insanity lurked and waited for so long, suppressed… all these times. I know not what triggered your sudden urge to resurface, but you are most welcomed as you are… a part of me after all, the most memorable ones are hidden and can only be invoked by you and you alone.
Here’s welcoming insanity again while ushering sanity aside…
angel on 20 Jun 2006 at 01:15:19 302 #
hey… it’s all in the mind…
*touches zeroliu’s head*
*takes the insanity away*
yes, make sure u concentrate when u are driving, liuliu…
zeroimpact on 20 Jun 2006 at 08:46:31 615 #
angel
*sniff sniff*
got sand in eye la…
will concentrate more next time
Kyels on 20 Jun 2006 at 10:05:09 670 #
Hey … I guess you should not think that much and look who’s talking here when I myself think way too much also.
Anyways, you can always talk to me and there’s a friend in me!
*hugs*
bunnywunny on 20 Jun 2006 at 13:17:04 803 #
Quite the speed demon aren’t you?
Out of curiosity, what do you drive?
*Pardon me if you have mentioned this somewhere in your blog as I’ve yet to read through every entry*
zeroimpact on 20 Jun 2006 at 15:04:34 878 #
Kyels
Huggies… U’re always on my mind…
But I could not sms U while I was driving…
*hugs*
bunnywunny
No problem, actually no one here knows except my colleagues who reads here LOL…
My steed is called Waja by other… I love my steed…
happysurfer on 21 Jun 2006 at 15:21:59 890 #
Sanity is also remembering that there are people who do care for you and that they want the best for you. So do take care - always.
Insanity is taking less than two hours from JB to KL.
zeroimpact on 21 Jun 2006 at 17:28:57 978 #
happysurfer
Noted…
It’s just so nice n warm
Thanks a lot
Seriously, I have only done that once all my other JB to KL trip or vice versa are a lil less than 3
Chen on 23 Jun 2006 at 13:41:23 820 #
aiyoh, what’s going on ah?
don’t think so much lah.. leave behind the sad memories
zeroimpact on 23 Jun 2006 at 14:47:55 866 #
Chen
It just come and go wo…
remember remember…
leave behind…
Doc advise
Chen on 23 Jun 2006 at 16:48:05 950 #
good boi
give u one lollipop as reward
zeroimpact on 25 Jun 2006 at 17:46:54 990 #
Chen
I wan orange flavour ah n stawberry n apple n I wan all ur lollipop can ah
Chen on 26 Jun 2006 at 22:13:53 176 #
tamaknya boiboi ini…
later get rampant dental caries then how?
zeroimpact on 26 Jun 2006 at 23:06:58 213 #
Chen
Yah hor…
Then doc doc get the sugar free 1 la
n some varieties lo like chocolate ah