Posted under Anger & Me & My Thoughts & Rants
Is what I want to do now… and I’m at Starbucks in Borders BTS now. What… I know this is madness. I love home, home sweet home. I don’t know… it’s just not in my agenda to go home today. Perhaps I can camp here overnight? However I think I would be chased out in another 2 hours I guess when they close.
I’m here sucking down one of the new flavours of drinks, which is the java chip. It’s been so long since I had an ice blended coffee… this is the first time I am actually sitting down here with a laptop and an ice blended coffee surfing n chatting. How ironic. I could be happily sitting back at home comfortably and yet I am here. With no intake of food for the day… I think I feel very much energized.
This is freaking…I am freaking myself. What the hell is happening? What is all this? What the meaning of this? Am I still human? Am I dreaming?
A painful soul… shivering and burning lies dead in the dead of the crowd. Staring blankly into the ceiling. Everything seems to turn to black and white. Sounds slowly muted to nothing. Visions slowly blurs from monochrome to darkness. The light dims… darkness prevail once again. Where is the light? Where is my soul…
Chen on 12 Jul 2006 at 20:44:08 113 #
Poor boiboi..
u didnt eat for the whole day?
something trouble u alot?
seems like u r puzzled…
angel on 13 Jul 2006 at 01:46:54 324 #
yeah…why u always so sad wan?
whywhywhy?
Kyels on 13 Jul 2006 at 09:08:03 630 #
You are still human of course. Sometimes because of subliminal thoughts things do turn into shades of black and white. I feel that way too. Numb is the word for everything that I am feeling right now.
Do not be sad. Remember, we are in the same boat. If you wanna be sad, I shall accompany you my dear friend.
(:
zeroimpact on 13 Jul 2006 at 11:17:59 720 #
Chen
No appetite doc…
Puzzles, troubles… it rhymes
zeroimpact on 13 Jul 2006 at 11:28:01 727 #
angel
A question I am still seeking the answers to
zeroimpact on 13 Jul 2006 at 11:40:33 736 #
Kyels
Thanks…
Let go sailing…
In our little boat