Posted under Fear & Life & Me & My Thoughts & Rants
Seriously!!! Someone please take me off the road. I think it’s dangerous for me to drive. Or was it someone else. I seriously thinks there an alternate personality taking over every time I sit behind the wheel. It’s scary, it’s like I am sitting at the best seat watching all these.
Seriously yesterday was like a movie, a movie I’d like to watch but then in real life… it’s a bit scary though. It was like driving along the road from Balakong to KL then suddenly I looked at the rear view mirror and I saw this bright light tailgating behind me. Then I just felt like I was watching a movie… my car revved up going up the small slope towards the not so smooth 90 degrees turn. The accelerator was hit hard to gain more speed even as I was getting very close to the corner. I looked at the rear view mirror again the car was tailing behind… not eager to challenge mine at the corners. Then I felt the brakes engaged and the gears on my automatic car were set to 2. Then the steering started to turn to the left, the car turns as well but the weight shifting seems to be a little too much to handle. The car shifted 2 lanes to the right… the rear wheels were no longer moving forward in a forward turning position, it was sliding to the right. And then it was another sharp right turn and the steering turned to the right while the brakes engaged slightly. The car maintained its lane with minimum shifting and sliding this time. In most cases and with most people, panic would be on the top of the list, but I was not. It was like watching a very exciting movie… a deadly one so to speak. Then when the roads were in a straighter manner, this car passed me… it was a white Mitsubishi AirTrek turbo. It sped along past me and I suddenly feel I was back in control. I took a U-turn and went on my way. It was a fast car… original turbo tuned AirTrek.
I really feel that that was not me although I was sitting there in the driver’s seat. I can recollect all the gear shifting and stuff like that, but then I still don’t think it’s me. I think this theory of a split personality in me is real. I think there’s just someone or soul lurking in this body of mine. Even some of the things that I have written does not seem to be entirely of mine. There’s element of a different style in presence.
What is it that this soul wants? What happens if he takes over this place of mine? The place I showered with my growing thoughts, the very seed of me. The thought is scary. The fear is real. I may be going insanely mad!
bunnywunny on 21 Jul 2006 at 13:02:58 793 #
I always feel that when something metaphysical happens to us, it’s a sign of impending change. I don’t know how to explain it except that it may possibly have something to do with karmic energy. But what do I know?
Just a hunch. take care.
zeroimpact on 21 Jul 2006 at 14:26:45 851 #
bunnywunny
I think life has it’s ultimate mysteries too
You might be just right, will keep it in mind
Maybe I do need a change… a big one I guess
Kyels on 21 Jul 2006 at 16:21:57 931 #
I’ll drive you around then! I’ll bring my license out! Heehee.
(:
Life’s full of uncovered mysteries. We cannot do anything but to uncover it — slowly. And life is all about changes. We always change for the better. All the time.
(:
Julee on 21 Jul 2006 at 16:26:12 934 #
If i drive, probably we’ll end up in the hospital. Hahahaha..
My license cannot pakai wan
I’ll try to see if i can make myself free next weekend
zeroimpact on 21 Jul 2006 at 17:24:25 975 #
Kyels
Yay… I’ll let you drive me then
We do need to uncover so much…
And change is inevitable
zeroimpact on 21 Jul 2006 at 17:28:25 978 #
Julee
Nevermind I got someone to drive me around liao
Yah will be hoping you will be free too
lynnx01 on 21 Jul 2006 at 21:54:03 162 #
That’s quite scary! I just got quite scared on this driving issue just a couple of days ago. Was speeding at the traffic lights, hoping to make it before the light turned orange. But when I reached the line, it was orange, then quickly red. Instead of driving past, I stepped on my brakes, the screeching sound was so loud I got freaked out. My heart was beating so fast after that for at least one hour.
Chen on 21 Jul 2006 at 22:05:23 170 #
I guess u need a good rest
U must be too exhauseted, tired & stressed up lately…
zeroimpact on 21 Jul 2006 at 22:11:03 174 #
Chen
I think so…
I need to rest and getaway from the usual stuff
zeroimpact on 21 Jul 2006 at 22:17:09 178 #
lynnx01
You should not try to beat the light… it’s way too dangerous
Becareful out there on the road
It’s so easy to be careless than careful