August
10th 2006
Posted under Anger & Me & Rants
Do you know that you are not funny? What are you tying to do? Is this the thanks and gratitude I am supposed to receive? Have I not done enough? Have I not done ENOUGH?
Tell me!
TELL ME!
Every time I build my beautiful little sand castle and you come crashing down. Washing away everything that I have built. Washing away everything that I have put into building it.
You are killing me…
You hear me…
YOU ARE KILLING ME!!!
Why can’t you stop it…
Why can’t you stop it…
STOP TORTURING ME!!!
LET ME GO…
Let ME go…
Let me go…
Kyels on 10 Aug 2006 at 16:03:22 919 #
What did that person do this time … Tell me.
I hope that you’d feel better soon. That person will definitely realise what he/she did wrong in the first place.
Life is … Complicated. You gotta be tough buddy.
zeroimpact on 10 Aug 2006 at 16:13:02 925 #
Kyels
Life is no fun and it’s definitely not smooth
It’s just too complicated
Treating people like they exist a minute and then just throw them off a ledge the next…
It’s just too much to bear…
What did I do?
Kyels on 10 Aug 2006 at 16:55:55 955 #
Life will be fun if you allow it to be fun. And in the context of Life there is no such word called smooth because we all go through rough edges once in a while. Nothing is perfect all the time.
Sometimes the only thing you can do to such people is to prove your existence but if that person do not want to accept the fact that you do exist, there is nothing much you can do about it.
The person whom you are talking about may have his/her own reasons for doing that but it’s not a good sight to behold definitely. I guess the only way for you would be to talk it all out … Unless you are willing to bear with the pain …
You did or did not do anything; I cannot answer that because that you’ll have to seek for. Do feel better soon dude.
zeroimpact on 10 Aug 2006 at 17:12:16 966 #
Kyels
I know things does not get resolve by itself but it’s useless when we dance alone and they just cut in for a moment and then dashes off away.
I’m broken, I’m torn…
I’ve fallen
Kyels on 10 Aug 2006 at 17:19:27 971 #
If you think you have fallen then there is nothing much I can do. I can just be here as a buddy and give you support. You have gotta stand up again and there are many things in life that you have yet to experience.
Things happen for a reason.
zeroimpact on 10 Aug 2006 at 17:29:07 978 #
Kyels
Really glad your presence is here
Your presence is felt… and I thank you for that
happysurfer on 10 Aug 2006 at 17:59:54 999 #
Questions: Is all this pain worth it? What do you hope to achieve?
Walk away and start anew. I know, it’s easy for me to say but seriously - give it a thought. Kyels has been wonderful. Now it’s up to you.
Come on, Z, you are made of stronger stuff, I’m sure. Only you hold the key to your happiness.
zeroimpact on 10 Aug 2006 at 18:54:24 037 #
happysurfer
No pain is worth it to anyone, we all hope to acheive the ultimate thing, our happiness, but how many does…
I know what you mean and I have said the same thing to numerous people before… Kyels is indeed wonderful… I cannot deny that
Thanks for your support… you have been so kind…
This is a set back but no matter… things will soon clear up…
Time is the ultimate healer
Chen on 10 Aug 2006 at 21:57:53 165 #
boiboi okie or not?
dylan on 10 Aug 2006 at 22:12:16 175 #
Things happen for a reason and pain will be even more painful when you keep thinking of it, just try letting go and do look at the other side of life.
Its hard to stop thinking of it, but just try to talk it out to ppl or your close friends, if at all it’ll reduce the pain.
Just try to look at the positive outcome of what has happened and always be positive.
Time is always the ultimate healer like you’ve said.
zeroimpact on 10 Aug 2006 at 23:23:55 224 #
Chen
I guess boy boy ok gua
angel on 11 Aug 2006 at 01:29:24 312 #
You should let it go, baby… let it go…
*hughughuggg*
zeroimpact on 11 Aug 2006 at 08:47:42 616 #
angel
Yeah! Zouking and let it go
I want to go partay!!!
Pink Cotton on 11 Aug 2006 at 08:51:24 619 #
ermmmm ermmmm
dono wat to say…
just give u big bear hug!!!
*HUGGGGGZZZZZZZZ*
zeroimpact on 11 Aug 2006 at 09:57:50 665 #
Pink Cotton
Thanks!
A hugs sometimes just says more than any words
zeroimpact on 11 Aug 2006 at 12:34:51 774 #
dylan
Thanks, It never easy to let go or look at the brighter side…
Talking does ease the pain to a certain extend…
You mean good and I appreciate it…
Thanks again for your support
And time is the ultimate healer… no doubt