Posted under Fear & Life & Me & My Thoughts & Rants
I did not really sleep well yesterday. After I shutdown all the component and the laptop I laid down. Then I felt excruciating pain on my lower back right through to front of my stomach. I tried to got up and it was gone but then when I lie down again the excruciating pain came back… this is so freaking weird and painful.
Alright, may be that was just part of the reason for me being a double black eyes panda and not one… and it’s just painful. I had to suppress and force myself to lie down even when the pain was devastating. I could swear that I was either going to fall asleep in two piece or wake up in two piece or might not even wake up.
I know it’s stupid but hey, my mind does not seem to stop working anymore. It just keep on going like Energizer or Duracell batteries, keeps going and going and going. I don’t know if it’s the pain or the thoughts… but I guess both of them is good in making me sleepless, especially when they pair up to be partners in crime.
When there are thoughts
There may be pain and sorrow
There may be joy and happiness
When there is joy and happiness
There may be thoughts
When there is pain
There’s definitely thoughts
Kyels on 22 Aug 2006 at 10:54:59 704 #
There will always be pain, sorrow, joy and happiness in this life. What more could we ask for?
Everything in this world is not easy. Whatever that is bothering you, you have to let it out — to the person whom you have in mind. Keeping it inside would not help. It will only create more pain. And more thoughts.
ah sim on 22 Aug 2006 at 11:01:49 709 #
i agreed with kyels… i think most of us r having selective memory. if u want to forget it, i dont think it will last long in our mind but i know u prefer to keep it in ur heart rite? hey, it’s time to let go dear…
zeroimpact on 22 Aug 2006 at 11:14:06 718 #
Kyels
The day will come when I pour it out…
I just hope that the ground where I stand will be solid enough not to devour me
zeroimpact on 22 Aug 2006 at 11:39:35 735 #
ah sim
Darling… our memories are selective and does not last…
However our heart keeps everything and it does recall all the lost memories… even though it’s forgotten
Thanks darling
ah sim on 22 Aug 2006 at 12:04:29 753 #
ehhhh… then how come i always forgot my things ha, even sometimes it’s sweet time woh… then i should start to take some ginkgo i think
Jemima on 22 Aug 2006 at 12:22:46 765 #
We can tell our story over & over, but it doesn’t take away the source of the pain. Ultimately, we must come to acceptance.
zeroimpact on 22 Aug 2006 at 12:40:43 778 #
ah sim
Heh heh heh…
The happiest person does not remember…
So sweet… ginkgo
zeroimpact on 22 Aug 2006 at 12:43:32 780 #
Jemima
Stories will remain stories unless to the narrator
Acceptance of oneself is required but often hard to do
What else to be accepted
Pink Cotton on 22 Aug 2006 at 13:57:59 831 #
haii … poor poor you
i wish that your days be bright n cheery again soon
zeroimpact on 22 Aug 2006 at 15:17:31 887 #
Pink Cotton
Thanks
may on 22 Aug 2006 at 17:31:25 980 #
hmmm, could it be a slipped disc? that’s the worst. but it could also just be a strained nerve. rest well, hope you get better soon.
happysurfer on 22 Aug 2006 at 17:43:42 988 #
Have you seen a doctor? It could be lots of things but it’s best to get a professional opinion. Fix it quick quick and feel better.
angel on 22 Aug 2006 at 20:56:58 122 #
i hereby order u to go see a doktor!
doktorrrrr! see tis boy boy so notti donwan see doktor wan…
but seriously, back problem must take care, ok?
zeroimpact on 23 Aug 2006 at 01:01:06 292 #
may
I hope not too…
Thanks, will rest to see if things improves
zeroimpact on 23 Aug 2006 at 01:03:18 293 #
happysurfer
May be not now…
Could be anything and I’ll see if it happens again…
If yes then will go see the doc
zeroimpact on 23 Aug 2006 at 01:04:39 294 #
angel
Wah use the merajuk method ha LOL
Will take care and thanks
Winn on 23 Aug 2006 at 01:43:47 322 #
get well soon..
zeroimpact on 23 Aug 2006 at 02:13:32 342 #
Winn
Thanks…