Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

I just watched Narnia this afternoon. It was such a nice movie. The animation was great, the storyline was somewhat of a fantasy. The messaged being conveyed was pure and simple.

The story revolved around this four, sons of Adam and daughters of Eve. They are Peter, Susan, Edmund and Lucy. They found the land of Narnia in a wardrobe closet and found themselves an adventure of a lifetime. I am a fan of fantasy and I can tell you I loved this movie, it’s really good and you can learn a thing or two from it too.

I realized that they brought the message of trust into play. These are the elements that we often ignore in our life so often. It’s just touching to watch such movie and it’s about a family, a family that held together and struggled.

Trust often befalls on us, day after day. We always talk about trust and if this person can be trusted or not, that person cannot be trusted and so on. But have you ever thought of this “can I be trusted?”. We so often think in a manner that we focus on other and it never comes to ourselves. Trust is the basic element in building a relationship, in any relationship. I try to implement the thought of everyone can be trusted unless proven otherwise… something that I’m willing to face as I still believe in humanity. However these are more towards non personal things such as my darkest secrets but more towards if I fall, I’d trust that you’d be there to catch me.

To trust other is not easy, no doubt it got tremendously difficult as there have been so many cases praying on the humanity in us. It’s just difficult nowadays to really trust someone as we do think if they have any intentions against us, be it good or bad. When we trust someone, we tend to trust them in anything or you can say everything. I believe in trust as I find trusting something that I can still do without any worries in my mind. The level of trust that I have, I can say amazes me at times too. I believe that I can just fall from the highest building and you’d be there to catch me.

I don’t know how to explain it…
Heck I don’t even know why I’m writing this now
Oh by the way… my domain name will expire at midnight and including this post, I have 210 posts and 1,498 comments. It’s reached a year for zeroimpactlee.com…

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I tendered my resignation today. A decision not easy for me to make. There’s been so much going on of late and I trapped myself in a lot of decision making situations.
Is the grass really greener on the other side of the fence?
I should be happy but then I’m not really happy.
May be it’s the thoughts that has been surrounding my path.
May be it’s the decisions that was made for me.
May be it’s the decisions that I did not want to make.
I’m searching for the silver lining among these clouds.
Will you help me find it?
Will YOU?

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Click here… to listen to the song

Song – Purest Of Pain
Artist – Son By Four

The lyrics was posted here… previously

I still the remember the question posted to me by happysurfer… the question was “is pain pure?”

I believe that there is but then I could not find the words to explain it of substantiate it. I still don’t actually but then I’ll try to.

When we say pain there is always the physical pain and the emotional pain. Physical pain, well there no need for explanation. Emotional pain comes in when it’s feelings of hurt when there’s no physical hurt. Simple?

There are time when you feel excruciating pain emotionally and what we normally do it we’d shed a tear or two if not weep like a baby. That is excruciating emotional hurt and pain.

Then there is this rare occasion where the pain is so intense and excruciating that you can’t bear it at all. However there’s no shedding of tear. Holding it seems to be natural. No emotions shown. I believe that is called purest of pain.

The purest of pain
Has anyone had the experience?

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What’s your opinion…
What comes to your mind…

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I suddenly have this craving to eat cherry. No it’s not those artificial coloured cherries in a jar that people use to decorate cakes or other pastries. I’m talking about the cherry as in fruits, fresh cherries.

I know it’s not easy to find and it’s very expensive. However I just have this craving, I don’t know why. Anyone has the heart to get me some cherries? Anyone at all…

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Can you feel sad but not cry
Can you feel happy but not laugh
Can you feel happy and sad at the same time
Can you cry without tears
Can you laugh with out showing
Can you cry and laugh at the same time
Can you feel me
Can you feel me
Can you feel me

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I have been a bit crazy today. I was just having a conversation with my team just now. The topic of paint ball came to mind suddenly and I suggested we go for a trip or just go for a game of paint ball.

I was so wacky that I forgot that my senior manager what just sitting beside me… I’m just a joker a times. Well back to the trip we were joking together and were picking on F my colleague, quite close to me, as he is backing me in my work. I don’t know why, but he always gets attention from me, bullying attention that is.

We were discussing about paint ball and I was always the crazy dude that comes up with stupid and cruel stuffs all the time. I was suggesting that we all go for paint ball and just shoot this guy, F. I would like aim at him and just press the trigger and just shoot at him, until he falls of pain. Then may be you know like in the movies, step with one foot and just continue shooting. Well, I’m mean, at times. I was laughing like a mad hyena throughout the whole conversation, and really mean laugh.

Well it was meant as a joke anyway… don’ think it will happen. I think I’m just a bit crazy today. I’m really happy to have a team that is great to work with. They are fun and they can joke. Though 2 of them are new, we are still great in working together. It’s just so much fun to work together with a group that treats each other as friends and help each other, unlike some that actually is waiting to stab at you.

They are just great… all of them
What bout you… how’s your mates?
Colleagues or friends or course mates or just anyone that you work with or do things with?

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I was in a conversation with someone after the last post. I was reminded to smile. Something that I always try to make others do. I did not know what came over me just now, but it’s now better, at least I felt better.

I went to Beryl’s so called chocolate shop yesterday. It’s a place where they have small machine to show how chocolates were made and of coz to sell their chocolates. We went there after lunch but then we did not buy any thing from there.

I think sometimes emotions just sort of take over for a moment. However things are better as I know that I have so much around me. I’m content. I love chocolates and I can finish them all alone, so Pink Cotton, if you cannot finish your’s then I’d be happy to help… just kidding.

These chocolates and marshmallows were given to me by friends and well, it’s been sometime but then it’s still sweet to my memories. I especially love chocolates and when it comes to dark ones… I’d kill for it. As for marshmallows, it was my first time tasting one, well I’m outdated, after so long, that was the first time.

I’m really glad that I have friends that care about me and that I care about too. I have made quite a number of new friends of late and they all rock… or should I say you all rock. Yes… you are my friends, all of you reading this. Some of you have met me, went out with me, chat with me, emailed me or even leaving comments here.

I just want to say I appreciate all of you and am really glad you are all my friends
I will always be here or there for you, just like you have been there or here for me.
Come everyone, let’s smile and just be happy, smile with me and smile with the world too.

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It’s close to lunch time and I’ve not been feeling good. I sparked a short chat with 2 persons earlier and that was fulfilling in a way. I don’t know why but I’m wearing a sweater now… buttoned up to my neck. It cold here, but then it’s not that cold really, but then to a normal person it’s cold or even to the normal offices. Now I don’t know what I’m trying to get to.

I have been chasing something of late and somewhat neglecting myself to a point. It’s normally not like this… I don’t go chasing anything normally. I normally like the serene and tranquility of just waiting for the time to come and let things surprise me.

I think I am sick… apparently not physical, but something else.

I don’t really know why I am writing this post or what I’m writing. I’m just blank… or may be shocked or something… I can’t comprehend. There’s been some flashback of the past and then there were some scenes of the supposed future. I can’t make out what it means so don’t bother asking.

I’m just blur today I guess. It’s time for lunch. I’m still here. Don’t know if I want to eat or not.

The fasting month is here again and well, people all around me are fasting. So a happy fasting month to those who are fasting and of coz a happy buka puasa when the evening comes.

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Now, when I was small I always have this fantasy. You know Peter Parker was bitten by a spider and hence he became spider man. I thought at first even batman was the same, being bitten by a bat. Now of coz I was not that naïve to go around looking for spider and offering myself to be bitten.

It would be fun wouldn’t it, being bitten and then gain superhuman powers. Saving the world, wearing a costume, and running around like a hero. It’s still a fantasy and I still do think sometimes… gaining super powers… I’m such a kid… well I’m still 3 you know.

I was at one of the supermarket just now to do some shopping. As usual I grabbed a parking space and I did realize that there were ants there. However the ants where like a meter away from the back bumper. We went for our dinner and then shopped a while and bought some necessities. Then we headed back to the car and loaded the boot with stuff. I totally forgot about the ants, stupid me.

I was loading the stuff and then I felt a sting, piercing through my skin at my feet. Then another, and another. I was puzzled and it hurts. I looked at my feet and it was covered with red ants. At that moment, I lost count of the stinging bites as it just kept coming like my feet was a sugar cube. I brushed them off with my hands and stomped numerous times. Then I drove home.

Now my feet are ants free, but then there are those red spots where the ants sank their little jaws. I used Dettol to clean them and now I have multiple red spots on my feet. It’s like multiple islands on my feet, red in colour. Some big and some small. Some a bit inflamed thus making it look like a mini mountain.

I hope it’ll be fine… I still feel the sting at those red spots now. Could it be just me imagination? Or may be I might just be blessed with some super human powers. But then again, Antman or Superant, the name just sounds so weird. Why could I be bitten by a spider or may be something with a cool name. Any suggestions.

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