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Song – Unfaithful
Artist – Rihanna
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
cause it seems that wrong
really loves my company
He’s more than a man
and this is more than love
the reason that this sky is blue
the clouds are rolling in
because I’m gone again
and to him I just can’t be true
and I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
a murderer
I feel it in the air
as I’m doing my hair
preparing for another day
A kiss up on my cheek
He’s here reluctantly
as if I’m gonna be out late
I say I won’t be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn’t have to tell
Because we both know
where I’m about to go
and we know it very well
cause I know that he knows I’m unfaithful
and it kills him inside
to know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
a murderer
His trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don’t wanna do this
Anymore (anymore)
I don’t wanna do this anymore
I don’t wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don’t wanna hurt him anymore
I don’t wanna take away his life
I don’t wanna be…
a murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
This song has been playing in my mind during this period of time when I was sick. The song is somewhat different. If you read between the lyrics you would know what I mean.
The song is a depiction of a contradiction of selfishness and selflessness. Depending on how you see things. The truth is there and if you notice, it happens like day in and day out, just not talked about or not taken seriously.
The relation when I get when I listen to the song is of selfishness and selflessness all bundled in one. It’s like mixed together, but then again how can you mix two extreme trait together, feelings may still be acceptable but still not common at all. The song really brings out something that I really feel strongly.
It’s like loving someone and wanting them for yourself, but then again, you give them the choice to leave. Sounds selfless? Or is it pure selfishness. I don’t make much sense here… could be that my brains is still a bit dead due to overdose of cough syrup.
However this song, it really seeps into my mind and slowly into my heart. A murderer, a murderer of the soul and not the body.
I think I have looped the song for about 3 to 4 hours now… the same song repeatedly…
A murderer
A soul killer
Take me away
Sucked my soul awayI’m staying
I’m waiting
For your move
For your loveHurting inside
Not revealed outside
Hoping for the better
Or victim of a murderer
may on 28 Oct 2006 at 00:14:45 260 #
I like this song too. two extremities, but yes, I do believe you could feel both — or rather, be both — at the same time. depends on how you look at it.
a knife. a healing surgeon’s tool, or a brutal murderer’s weapon?
_butt on 28 Oct 2006 at 01:17:06 303 #
Didn’t mean to interrupt the mood of the song, but the first time I heard it (before your post), one thing I wana do is strangle her in the neck and tell her to move on already. LOL
I believed there’s always two sides to everything. It’s up to us to decide whether we wana be either one of them, or neither at all. Trouble is, we always get stucked in between.
Kyels on 28 Oct 2006 at 02:19:51 347 #
Damn, I like this song too!
(:
Selba on 28 Oct 2006 at 09:53:37 662 #
When I hear a song.. I prefer to the melody and the sound of the singer’s voice… not really bother to the lyric until I really like the song or curious because of the tittle or some words that attract my attention.
I like this song because of the melody…
zeroimpact on 28 Oct 2006 at 10:06:48 671 #
may
Yes… there is always good and bad embedded in everything
I guess it’s quite common to be both without even noticing
Glad you like the song
zeroimpact on 28 Oct 2006 at 10:11:12 674 #
_butt
It is always different through the naked eyes of a third person, but it’s so much different from the perspective of the actual person
Of coz moving on is an answer, but the other side of the story… that is what we could never catch
Getting stuck is what we always are…
zeroimpact on 28 Oct 2006 at 10:12:45 675 #
Kyels
Yeah, a great song to listen to…
zeroimpact on 28 Oct 2006 at 10:15:14 677 #
Selba
Yes… the starting piano and then the vocals…
Glad you liked the song
Mr.Goober on 28 Oct 2006 at 14:04:48 836 #
yeah..most people like that..
they want something, they claim they don’t want.
Angele on 28 Oct 2006 at 23:08:33 214 #
I like that song too.The lyrics make u think a lot…
bunnywunny on 28 Oct 2006 at 23:18:29 221 #
Scary. You posted this. Just before we had that chat about love *shiver down my spine*
zeroimpact on 29 Oct 2006 at 00:02:06 251 #
Mr.Goober
I guess humans, cannot be satisfied…
zeroimpact on 29 Oct 2006 at 00:02:54 252 #
Angele
Glad you liked the song too
And yes the lyrics carries a lot of meaning
zeroimpact on 29 Oct 2006 at 00:03:38 252 #
bunnywunny
Don’t be scared… this has nothing to do with our conversation
But it’s something we can ponder upon
Mischique on 29 Oct 2006 at 11:33:35 773 #
This is actually a beautiful song but Rihanna spoilt it by her whiny wheezing voice…hehe
zeroimpact on 29 Oct 2006 at 19:42:20 112 #
Mischique
LOL
A truly different opinion