Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

Today is my day. I have been meaning to post this yesterday night but then again I fell asleep. I have some photos which I have been editing yesterday but then again I’m not going to post it up now. Mainly because I’m in Starbucks and not really have the time to do that at the moment.

Yesterday, as I have said, met up with a few friends and then we went for dinner. Chilis was way packed up than a small can of sardines, so I was brought to Dome. One of the fine dining place. I had the infamous chicken pie while sipping away on a glass of lime, lemon and sprite juice. All courtesy of Kyels. Julee and Vic was there too and it was really a fun time and I really had a great time.

We had our dinner there, took shots and then went home feeling great. It was really a night spent with joy… joy that I liked. Well I will post the photos later as will be going to somewhere. Someone’s birthday party, so to speak.

Thanks to Kyels, Julee and Vic… for the wonderful day that will be remembered.

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I am leaving the office for an appointment now. The thing about this is that I still do not know what is going to happen later. I just know where I’m supposed to meet some friends but I do not know what is for the rest of the evening and night.

Today was quite interesting, it’s been a busy day with deadlines and testing and so much work, but in between all this havoc I managed to steal some time to play pool after lunch or may be you can call it tea time. I just came back from playing pool and foosball a while ago. Today has been both havoc and fun.

I better get going, don’t want to be late for my appointment. The suspense is just killing me.

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I have been annoyed by motorist these past few days or weeks. I don’t know why, but they seem to annoy me more this time. They have been all these while but then, I just do not know how to explain it.

The inconsiderate drivers and the way they drive just drive me mad sometimes. Any how I just got a little bit more annoyed with some attitude around me yesterday and today. Sometimes I wonder if it’s all plotting against me. However I should know better… the good things that are coming my way is just a little late. They will come… I assure you, as the good thing always comes, it’s just the magnitude of it. To me, even a small one would make me grateful enough to be alive and well.

Well enough said… I’m just not really in the best of mood or so to speak foul. I’m trying very hard to not let it drag me down as this is the start of a new day. But then again, I know this will pass. It will surely pass, that I can assure myself.

In the mean time here is a song to listen to, for me at least, but then again if you are not into dance or techno, please refrain from listening to it. Another point to note, it may contain explicit lyrics

Click here… to listen to the song, MR. PERSONALITY

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I broke down in tears… crying like a helpless baby. My grip on the sheets tightened as if trying to tear it apart. Clutching to the favourite pillow that was given to me by him, I cried even louder. My baby posture covered only half the bed, well the middle half that is, of the single bed that we used to sleep in.

He was always manly, sleeping soundlessly while I lay my head beside his chest, slumbering to my dream, my dreams that consisted him as well. As I clutched tightly to the white pillow, my tears soaked the pillow, turning it to a shade of grey.

I still could not believe it, the fact that he is no longer in my life. The one person that I wanted most to spend my days, hours, minutes and seconds with. My dreams, they have just been crushed as he slammed gently closed the door behind him. I did not even dare to comprehend the truth, the truth that was told by Christopher to me. I just did not have the courage or the energy to digest all of that. I just don’t want to know or think of it.

I could not control myself as I think of each and every moment that we shared together. The wonderful moments that we shared together, the fun that we had together and most of all, the feelings that we had together. I cried even louder clutching the pillow near trying to pacify the sound.

Are you all right Jack?

A knock was heard on the door. His best friend was worried bout him as he knew about what had happened just a while ago as he saw Christopher asked him to take care of Jack.

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Just came back from a wedding dinner just now. Wedding dinner nowadays seems like a norm to me as my batch of friends is all getting married. It’s like they got together and decided to make a dream come true for them that is getting married, at the same time. Well not the same time exactly but the same year or two.

The wedding was a normal one but then three different couples in the same restaurant sitting in the same big hall is a first for me. Basically had to wait for the turn of my friend to go up stage and the rest of the planned events. The waiting was a bit of a killer and fun at the same time. I think you can imagine that… three bride and groom with their relatives and friends.

The wedding dinner was a great one and one that I’ve enjoyed. It was fun and it was old school fun. It almost transported me back to time when we were younger and well, younger. I was a real danger to society last time or at least to myself. I was really wild with the wild group of friends. There is like nothing we do not dare to do, of coz nothing that is illegal ok. Or so to speak nothing that will harm others coz we still did illegal stuffs.

Just now was a real fun dinner where the wild side came into play again. Lot’s of beer and brandy. Lot’s of cheers and well wishes. Lot’s of red faces and fun. I believe that most of us had been drinking more than normal as it was like a gathering where we could sit together. It was partly because all the others are rushing home and the roads was real jammed up. I was happy and it was real fun, real nostalgic, real young.

Apart from all the fun, I realized the cute girl pouring beer for me forgot to zip her fly. I told her and then apparently I think she ignore me after that, or may be not daring to come near me again for the night. Actually she was the one who started me drinking, coz I wanted her to pour for me.

I think I shall smile myself to sleep later… if I can shake this heightened feeling off. I’m still thinking of the cute girl… in my mind.

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Apparently I’m still in the office at this hour where either you should or I should be partying or if not sleeping. I have not been sleeping really… slept at five earlier today then came to work at 0830. Went home for a while before resuming work at 1700 jut now or should I say yesterday.

Hopefully things will be done by or in another hour or two… still got to go for a lunch date later. Hopefully I will be able to wake up and search for the place.

Well, I’m just ranting and partly because I need to test out the connection and also the network in the office. Have a great weekend to all, or what’s left of it and have a good night sleep.

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I lost my ring… just realized it a moment ago…
And the time now is 1111 24th of November 2006
I lost my ring… my precious ring…

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1. Do you still watch cartoons?
• They are like the only ones I watch and animations

2. Which cartoon character is your fav?
• Too many to name… one of them is Aki Ross,

3. What is your fav cartoon right now?
• My all time favourite is still Neon Genesis Evangelion, Initial D and Final Fanstasy

4. What cartoon related paraphernalia do you have?
• Plushies and lots of them, key chains, bags, notepad, shirt

5. Do you have any disgusting habits that is enough to make me puke?
• Well, I’ll tell or do it only if I want to make you puke, for now, I just want to see you smile and laugh

6. err err…DO YOU LIKE SIMS2!?!?!?!? (pls tell me that you do!)
• Actually the hype is great and all, but I have seriously not played a single one of it…

7. Do you have a pet?
• Not anymore, literally, but they are always on my mind and in my heart

8. shid…this is harder than I thought…ok …what about this……..What is the most embarrassing moment which happened to you
• There’s lots of it… zipper, flies, but then again I don’t really remember these things

9. When was the last time u had a banana?
• I don’t remember because for as long as I remember, I have actually stopped taking bananas. Don’t ask me why… don’t know how to tell also

10. When was the last time you have constipation and spent an hour in the toilet??
• I don’t remember but then after doc’s medicine… it totally stopped

From Pink Cotton
No tagging for me

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Ever felt like hanging you heart… or your heart felt like hanging itself. Well mine does. Especially now… these weeks, these days, these hours, these minutes, these seconds.

Here are some photos I took during lunch time. I love audio system and more when it comes to car audio systems. Imagine standing there and as the bass thumps, you feel the vibration of the bass in your pants and body. It’s powerful, no doubt. Check out the fire coming out of the exhaust pipe of the car too.

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The weekend was great, or so I think. Caught a movie entitled Casino Royale and then music as well. Then end of my first week at work was somewhat on the rising side, where work is a bit more apparent rather than hidden under the sheets. That’s a good sign for me.

Casino Royale was in a way a great movie, but then when I think back of all the kissing and making out scenes in the movie, it made me want to just throw stinky eggs at the either the censorship board or the cinema management. I know it’s a U rated movie for all and of coz I see that there was great family moments where you can see the whole family from toddlers and parents up to grandparents there watching the movie. However I still feel cheated as the film seems to have a big flaw whenever the inconsistency flashed before my eyes. Another problem was sitting in between two family circuses as my friend puts it. These are reasons why cinema does not appeal to me that much other than the big screen and the company.

Alright, a little bit more about Casino Royale. No spoilers though. The thing about this movie is that it’s so different from the previous bond movies and its James Bond movie for you. All I can say it that, there movie is twisted and you will not really be able to anticipate the story line or even if you do, you are most likely to get it wrong in the end, so why do it. The hunk of coz has great eyes, but then to me he does not portray the exquisite bond face heritage. The women are as always charming and beautiful. That’s it from me, so if you want to know more, go and watch it. The medium is up to you, be it DVD or the cinema.

Alexis of coz is not strange place for me and I caught the same gig twice this week, the same place and the same performer. It’s none other than Farid Ali and he plays the gambus. It’s a traditional instrument of our heritage here and his is a custom made one for him. I noticed his name etched on his gambus. I totally enjoyed both nights with music from his strumming fingers and vocals of the band which comprises of Farid Ali on gambus, guitar and vocals, Albert on guitar and vocals, Andy Peterson on Bass and Bada on percussions and vocals.

On a side note… I have been real off the whole weekend. I have been hot tempered and annoyed at a number of things. Don’t bother asking why as I don’t even know why. But the small little things here and there made me feel infuriated, though I know I should not. This week will be better no doubt, but then my heart’s not feeling so good.

You would have noticed that I’ve not been around for a while and the gig was short written. I might be away for a while, might.

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