Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

The end of the year is here again. The year has been a rough sea with a change of career and of coz meeting so many new people. The year gave me a lot to remember both pain and joy.

I have had so much joy and then so much pain. This is the second time where I had a wonderful Christmas but a painful new year.

Well details aside, I will need to stand up strongly to face all the things that has been thrown upon me. Apart from that all the things that have happen I know that my conscience is clear and that I have done what I should. I may have done mistakes but then I am still clear in conscience.

Through the times that I have been through the last two quarter of the year, I know that I have people that have stepped into my life and support me. All of my friends that have been supporting me through the times of my turbulence are it known to you or not, I really want to thank all of you. You do not know how much you have touched my heart and soul.

I wish that the wishes that I have made a little while ago will come true. Thanks to all of you that have been there for me and I mean all of you.

Here I wish all of you the best of things can be given to you in the coming and a very happy new year all my friends.

And of coz I want to express my greatest gratitude to houseband, Lizza, Ayesa, Jessica, Avery and my traveling partner for the most wonderful time I have had in many, many years. Thank you so much.

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Finally, it has ended. At least that that is what I think.

Too tired
Too much to think
Too many questions
So much pressure
One deadly answer
One end
The end

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I have just finished packing my bag and well… I will be away for a while. Quite a while actually. I guess you are still wondering Winn, will update all of you soon if I can.

I wanted to make a decent post, but then as usual, my time management has gone haywire. This is all I can do for now.

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a

Merry
Merry
White
Christmas
To all

Now, for those who was there for the lunch yesterday, do help me peep to see my wish list was taken by Santa or not. I guess I can leave this task to you right, Winn.

I have to go bath now and I shall not be online again until, I guess you know already… that is why I made the greeting now.

And still
All I want for Christmas is YOU!!!

Psstttt… and angel, may, can I have both of you… when I come back… heh heh heh

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“All I want for Christmas is YOU!!!”

Yes, that is my chore for Santa. Well, not a chore really, but a favour, a great big favour.

Had lunch at a place called Friendster in Damansara Perdana. Being told there is a wishing tree. A wishing Christmas tree, and it’s white, perfect. Made a wish, hung it on the tree and by far it’s the highest, as I left the place.

 

Yes it’s you…
All I want is you
All I want for Christmas is you
All I want for this Christmas is you

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Got back like half an hour ago. No I’m not insane, well may be I am. I should be sleeping, I think that is normal, me coming back late and then not sleeping is abnormal, I think. Actually I could not sleep. I need to dry my hair, and well, I so not use a hair blower so I let it dry slowly.

My hair does not dry that quick, if you must know and that is why I’m here. I guess I do not need to bunk in the office tonight or rather today, but then tomorrow will be different. Made some arrangements and most probably will be working late again. When have I not, since I joined this new ship.

Well, at least I have planned for tomorrow and hopefully everything goes smooth. If nothing hinders my plan then I guess there would not be bunking in the office. However staying late will be unavoidable, most probably until four or six in the morning.

The things that worries me more is that I need to be in the office later by eight as I still have a lot of pending things to do as well as a meeting to attend to which has not been confirmed. And the thought of going to work at eight after tomorrow’s ordeal is a little dreadful too.

In spite of all these, I’m actually smiling to myself. May be because of this song, and its call “kiss the girl” performed by Sebastian. And something else that I’ve planned and now longing to have.

I need it
I need you
I need it and you

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You know what, of all the time when I have no time at all for myself, they targets me and try to kill me. I don’t even have time to sleep nowadays let alone read and comment all of your beautiful blogs, which I must apologize here as I will come around again to stalk all of you as soon as I am reborn after this death… so to speak.

It’s just two days you know and do you know the amount of comments is there for me to moderate? 1,446! That is one thousand four hundred and fourty six comments! It’s like one and a half grand of comments. I’m really suffocating here and of coz I guess my mailbox would not be like more than two thousand if not three thousand mails unread.

I guess I’m a little lucky as I don’t get the amount of mail I used to in the last company, may be because I’m still very new here, if not, I’d be lying here dead reading emails from this little screen.

I’ve been working on this problem for the whole day since morning but to no avail. I still have some guys here trying to fix it while I steal some time to try to hunt down the spammers. However I think I will not succeed. Damn spammers.

This has been a long day and I still got a lot to do tomorrow with meetings and work I need to finish before the end of this week, which is Friday. Oh, will someone borrow me your time. I promise I will return them when I have spare.

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Got this from houseband and suppose to pen down or keystroke down 3 things of each one, but then as you know me, I just never seem to be able to follow instructions carefully. Go on if you are really bored and got nothing to do.

3 things that scare me
• Myself and other than that I would say shocked

3 people who make me laugh
• Most everyone, I laugh easily, and other emotions comes easily too

3 things I love
• You
• Life
• Music
• Games
• Danger

3 things I hate
• No hates, maybe dislike, hate is such a strong word

3 things I don’t understand
• Everything in depth, there’s just so much to learn everyday

3 things on my desk
• A lot of unwanted junk
• Phones
• Games
• Papers
• Wait I don’t have a desk

3 things I’m doing right now
• Typing, this tag of coz
• Sitting and doing the UAT for AD and Exchange
• Waiting for Dominos that has been ordered
• Very hungry, that is what my stomach is doing
• Just had the pizza, yummy
• Listening to Johnny Logan’s “Hold Me Now”

3 things I want to do before I die
• Live more
• Hey I don’t think I want to die now, so soon, or ever

3 things I can do
• Breathe
• Listen
• Understand
• I think there is too many things you and I can do…

3 things I can’t do
• Split myself so I can be in multiple place and do multiple things at the same time

3 things I think you should listen to
• Heart
• Mind
• Soul
• Other people

3 things you should never listen to
• The devil!

3 things I’d like to learn
• Live
• Fly
• Swimming with dolphins and orcas
• There’s just so much I want to learn, so there’s too much to list here

3 favourite foods
• Chocolate
• Ice cream
• Soul food or food for the soul…

3 beverages I drink regularly
• Water
• Coke
• Tea
• JD, Whisky, Brandy, Beer, any alcohol, but then again not often though or not much anymore

3 shows I watched as a kid
• Pink Panther
• Snow White
• Sleeping Beauty
• Transformer
• He Man
• Bravestar
• Centurion
• Again, too many to put them all here and yes, I absolutely love cartoons even until now

3 people I will tag
• Nope, not tagging anyone
• You can do it if you feel like it
• You can do it if you want to tell me more of yourself
• Tell me and I will come and get to know more about you

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I can understand about spam and well it’s no surprise that there is like 20 or 30 spam comments a day. However, in the past 2 days I have received more than 1500 spam comments and it’s still coming. I think it has hit a level high for me and I bet it will go to more than a thousand a day. This is killing me…

What have I done… dang

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Click here… to listen to the song

Song – The Rose
Artist – Bette Midler

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
Some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you it’s only seed

It’s the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
It’s the dream afraid of waking that never takes the chance
It’s the one who won’t be taken
who cannot seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying that never learns to live 

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong
Just remember in the winter far beneath the bitter snows
lies the seed
that with the sun’s love
in the spring
becomes the rose

A recommendation by Selba and a great song indeed. This song has been playing in my mind recently and made me think of so many things. Things that I have been ignoring as things that I have killed in the past.

It’s just touching to listen to such songs or so to speak at this very moment, this song. The never ending love may be buried beneath the snow but then with love and care, it shall bloom in to a beautiful and enchanting flower

May be you could tell me…
When you listen to this song
What do you think
What’s on your mind
What do you feel
What’s in your heart

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Was doing a so to speak an easy UAT that was suppose to be very straight forward. However it turned out to be a disaster which caused me to reach home at about half past one in the morning just now, which was supposed to end at eight.

What seems to be the easiest and simplest has caused a major disaster which panicked almost everyone, hence it drained all my energy for the day. This has been part of my lifestyle so far… therefore it’s not really something to be shocked about or surprised. These things happen at the most unforeseen times.

I’ve been having some thoughts in mind of late, regarding work and the hours we put in as well as how it affects our relationships with others. In the same time it is all worth it? It is balance? You tell me!

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