Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

I’ve been eating a lot of late. Will not tell you the details but believe me, I am still taking three main meals though not really on time. Another aspect is that I’ve seem to be taking 2 person’s portion all by myself. Been in this situation before and you’d guess, I gained more than a few pounds.

I’ve got a bad habit, when I’m in a situation I can tend to overeat or not eat at all. I can eat and eat and eat. I can refrain from food for a day or two. I seem to not like overeating over the latter.

Seems that eating or the latter works for me, however, I like the latter better. I guess tiredness has something to do with this post too.

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I reached home bout half pass midnight just now. Again it’s because of work. Well not that it would be anything else. Wait, there is actually, live gigs and some enjoyable outing does keep me away from home, not only till midnight but at times till morning.

Had myself a sinful dinner past midnight just now, McDonalds was the sinful dinner treat. I actually had it for lunch and the way delayed dinner just now. Well, I think I’m still ok as I was there like midnight, unlike those that I spoke of last time that visits these outlets at four in the morning.

The outlet near my home which I came back from just now was a new one. The staffs were so new that they have a difficult time serving less than three customers. I was a bit speechless though, looking at the professionalism that is supposed to be present in a renowned fast food chain versus the human factor given that the staff would be barely a week if not a few days old.

What caught my attention is the patrons there, they were made up mostly of teens to early twenties. I’m not sure if it’s because of the school break, but it was surely crowded with them. One of such group were in quite a large number, in the range of fifteen to twenty person, mixed with a good number of guys and girls. Nevertheless, they were a little wild with volume that could be heard at a distance while having fun in a group.

Kind of hard to explain but, it did bring back some memories, just that for me it was mamak stalls rather than fast food chain. Mamak stall is actually stalls manned by muslim Indians which serves tea, coffee, fried mee and stuff like that. That was the only thing I could afford during that time, especially when we frequently go out together like, every night if not every two days.

This working stuff will be for the whole week, so I’m expecting dinner at odd hours if not none. I guess hard work and long working hours is installed for me the whole week and rest will not be available until this Sunday. What a start for the week.

I hope all of you had a better start if not a great one. Have a great week ahead and a nice weekend too.

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I hate it. I hate it when you can destroy me with such petty things, such petty actions. I hate myself, I hate myself more and more each passing day. Destroying myself in the process. Losing faith, losing hope.

The joy that I so cultivated with such hardship is often destroyed when I could see the light starting to shine dimly and the end of the tunnel. A tunnel that I’m not even sure I’m supposed to be in, let alone travel to the end of it.

In the storm of nature, which I would choose to be at this very moment, not wishing to come back to the calm land of the known. A brutal storm my take me away or may be keep me from coming back to destruction that is counting down day by day.

For the destruction that out weighs the joy that I could cultivate, I feel like is giving up on me. Or may be I’m giving up on myself, or life itself.

Well I will retire here… at this point. And well I won’t be reachable on whatever means of communication for I have opted to deactivate them.

No worries though dear…
Many many hugs dear…
*smile*

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Saw this over at happysurfer so decided to just play around with it. This is what it says about me. Well ok… this is really random, just figured to put something. Lack of sleep, work’s catching up. Well if you like, check it out and let me know how hot are you.

You Are Super Spicy

You’re a little bit crazy, a little bit naughty, and a whole lot of sexy. You go beyond hot - you set people’s senses on fire!

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Firstly I must apologize for not being able to visit most of your places as I have been busy of late and of coz I have been out a lot too so that contributed to some of the lack of time for visitation. I will be crashing to all of your places soon again… so wait for me with open arms ok.

As I mentioned earlier, above are some of the photos which I took during dinner there at Dome. It was really a nice dinner and it just makes me smile… from inside of my heart. The ambience and company was one of the best combinations I could have asked for. As for the food, they were just great. The chicken pie is a famous dish and it does live up to the expectations that were given upon it. The tuna wrap looks real tempting along with the wedges and the sandwich which I forgot the name of.

Thanks again for the dinner and the wonderful time together.

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