Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

Some things were on my mind. Yes, you are right, some things were on my mind. There has been so much going on of late that I could not grasps or recall some of it now. Anyway, I just want to clear up some clouds and rain so I can see the rainbow right above my head. Work has been piling with meetings that last for hours and hours. The worst part is when conclusion time comes, something else will just pop up to deter decision making. All in all, things are settling for that and the battle has just started. Bear with me if you suddenly lose sight of me again.

There is something that I have been reading quite often with some people around me and well, I think I just want to take this opportunity to say something bout it. Judging is the word and inappropriate is the effect. I find that we are often shrouded with thoughts and predefined views, even I am guilty of it once in a while. But what I am trying to say is that we should learn and try not to do it unless we know what we are getting ourselves into.

We are often judged too quickly and judge others too quickly which in the end it turns out to be a wrong one. What I can say is we do not know what is happening most of the time unless it’s something to do with us and that is only if it just involves ourselves and no one else or no other elements. The reason I’m saying this is that we never do know what is happening to outside elements though they directly contribute to our state moreover if it’s bout someone else.

What I can say is just to observe and sit on the fence unless we know all the facts, judging are not in our hands. No one has that privilege to judge unto others, unless to ourselves. The same applies when we do not want others do something to us, then don’t do it to others.

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Song – Everything I Do (I Do It For You)
Artists – Bryan Adams

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you’ll search no more

Don’t tell me it’s not worth trying for
You can’t tell me it’s not worth dying for
You know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There’s nothing there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don’t tell me it’s not worth fighting for
I can’t help it - there’s nothing I want more
Ya know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There’s no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There’s nowhere - unless you’re there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can’t tell me it’s not worth trying for
I can’t help it - there’s nothing I want more
Yeah, I would fight for you - I’d lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I’d die for you

Ya know it’s true
Everything I do - I do it for you

I am no good with dates or time or anything that deal with specific instances, that’s all I can say. But I remember the first and only time that I have made a dedication on radio, a number of years ago. Yes, it’s this particular song, which was chosen not what I wanted, “Everything I Do ( I Do It For You ). I remember I called in to Aldeena of Mix fm past eight in the evening and the dedication was heard after the dinner.

I know I have been away for a while and I want to make this one the first after all this. This song reminds me of a lot of fond memories which I do not share but within my heart.

Come into my life
After your searching
Rise with my hand
Enlightened me with your words
Nourish me with your care
Illuminate my path
Light my soul
Open the door
Venturing into the realm of Love
Experiencing the wonders
You’re entitled for
Overcome the fears
Unearth the love, our love

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It has been three hours and I’m waiting for Steed’s return. Apparently things are for the better as Steed has been cleaned and not much damage was reported. Finally, Steed got back a little more than four hours of repair work. I only concern now is the chip. The water from the air conditioning piping may have damaged it but I will not know until a further test a month or two down the road, literally.

I was basically helpless during that period of time, as I could not do anything to help nor even see what the condition was like. Normally I would get to, but this time Steed was sent to another location for this operation. I’m just glad things are better than it looks or expected.

As I was waiting there, during that four hours, it rained three times. I love the rain and there was an air conditioned room, but I choose to roam and stand outside watching the rain fall down to the earth. The air is so much different from the cooling room, it’s fresh and breezy. Not that cold but cool and breezy. It made me feels comfortable, made me feel young, remembering the days when I play in the rain.

I can’t explain that feeling, but I’d trade the most expensive air conditioning unit I can afford just to get that feeling again, even just once. It’s just one of those unexplained feelings. Thanks to all your well wishes, Steed’s better now, you guys and gals are just wonderful people.

Out of all these, I’d like to apologize to all that I have or may have pissed of these two days. I assure you that the intention is surely not there. I felt the intention of a tear this very instance…

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Dinner yesterday was at Tanjung Malim, a small town just after the Selangor border and into Perak. Yes, I was in Perak yesterday.

Dinner was at a place called Garden Seafood restaurant in Tanjung Malim and well, I don’t really know how to give directions to this place as I used the trunk road from the way of Behrang and not Kuala Lumpur. If you use the trunk road from Behrang it’s just on the left of the road and you will not miss it.

The restaurant is Chinese own I presumed as the dishes are all Chinese style delicacies. However the most of the waiters and waitress are Malay. This place is “halal” as the sign in on the door. The cooks are still Chinese I presume judging from the food and taste.

The order consisted of dry chili mantis prawn, Ah Long Sotong (sweet sour ala Thai), buttered fish slices, onion deer meat and vegetable fried with belacan. The meal cost sixty one bucks and I can only complain bout the deer meat, which could have been frozen too long. It was really delicious and I don’t mind going back another time.

After dinner, my heart almost stopped. No, not because of the delicious methyl mercury, but of something else. It’s coz steed’s sick again. Steed coughed a bit last week, I thought it would be better after things got back to normal but I was wrong.

I was driving a little less than a hundred km/h, when suddenly I felt the gears shifted by itself from four to three. Puzzled and breathless, the N started flashing at a regular interval. I stopped by the roadside for a while and all the gears went haywire. I called steed’s doctor and he said it’s most probably problem with the gear box. I asked a friend and he said he also just changed one which cost him more than eight hundred bucks.

Steed and I got back with minimal problems today before admitting steed for another checkup. This is the first time I had to drive on the north south highway, below a hundred km/h, at about eighty km/h. I lost count how many cars passed by us during the almost two hour ordeal. Normally I would lose count on the number of cars that we pass by.

However at the end, just towards the end of the highway, I managed to overtake an uncle obviously driving a little slower than me.

Lame man.

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