Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

What runs through your mind when everything seems to have happened before? There are instances where you tell yourself that this has happened before. This is what I think I’ve dreamt of. What do you do? Is it true that you have dreamt about it before? Is it true that it is happening again?

The reality is that many things happens again and again sometimes without us knowing, consciously. Well at least for me. Many a time I try to run from reality, from fantasy, from myself. I guess there is no way out, nowhere to run.

The haunting of the past never does seem to leave me alone. I don’t live in the past but then again it lives in me. I doubt I will ever be able to run as fast or even get a breather from it.

There is a definite disheartening feeling when you see the same thing happen over and over again like you are watching an old film. The only difference is that there is no remote and definitely no stop, pause or even rewind.

I guess the come back of my drinking habit may proof once again to be useful.

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Going to work today did pose some uneasy feeling, as I have never started work so early before. Normally I would have taken days that I myself would lose count. The unbearable feeling became heavier as I think of the way I have, or we have been treated over the course of the last month or two.

However today proved something else, as my new boss came in, though the other bad one is still there but just added a layer of protection between us. Like usual, productivity is not as high as many are still on leave.

The start of the afternoon saw some changes to the mood as one came with a deck of cards but I refused as it clearly goes against the code of conduct to gamble in the office especially during office hours. However after a few persuasions, I gave in, but then not to the deck of cards but to three buckets of beer.

It’s also a first to drink during the hours though outside, and like usual, Pavilion was the place again. Now, you know you are still in Chinese New Year mode when you start drinking beer for tea time round 4 and get drunk by the time dinner comes.

I am starting to feel a lot livelier despite the happenings that bring down my feelings. Chinese New Year is a time to be jolly indeed.

Well, there’s always a first to many things and I believe that drinking and drunken this early in a day in a week is not just a onetime affair. Well, cheers to the Tiger and Carls for the tipsy start of the ratty year.

Hope you are having a great time and may this year brings forth the best in life for everyone. Yes everyone including you, you and you.

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Reading about the encounter with XXL burger from KFC from a certain pink corner refreshed my memory of mine. The truth is it’s not really filling and well, not really up to the burger taste level. I had that 7 inch bread with another 4 pieces of fried chicken, so that would be the last I’ll be tasting the 7 inch burger.

This body has been going for a treat of late. I have in the last month drank more alcohol in the last 2 years or so. I guess the crowd does matter as the bunch of people I work with are either into food or drinks if not both. The visits to hawker stalls, restaurants and eating places has gained me more fat. Yes I’m really looking like an elephant now. They say it’s good to eat, well it is!

The recent places for drinks were my all time favourite Luna Bar in the sky, La bodega Pavillion, and also Island Bistro in Pavillion. It’s been great as that has been the only unwinding situations that I can be in from the amount of time and stress caused by work.

I think I’m starting to eat drink sleep pavilion. I visit Pavillion like at least once a day but normally twice on weekdays. Lunch and dinner is at Pavillion too. I’m starting to think I have a second home here.

Well, anyway a very early Chinese New Year to all.

Gong Xi!!! Gong Xi!!!

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