Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

I was really, really pissed earlier. I wrote a very destructive post, but then again I decided not to put it here, for the reason that it’s still not time to reveal publicly, in case the wrong eyes lay upon it. I’m pretty much better now, thanks to some chatting and self time off.

Well, all I can stay now it just that people can be pretty selfish and demanding even when they know nothing at all… yes when you say nothing at all. Quite the contrary actually, words spoken or written or typed are still damaging.

Anyway, I feel relaxed when I look at the picture below. It works for me, as the sun was setting by the beach and some people were just there. They made some what good silhouette. Hope you find the same peace of mind with this picture. It was taken in Langkawi some time ago.

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Whenever the storm hangs over head
I try to see the light breaking through the clouds
Whenever darkness shrouds my path
I search for the beam seeping through the clouds
When the ray pours down unto my flesh
Warmth blankets my soul with hope
For another day comes by
With hope and serenity
With strength and visibility

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I went to the night market with my mum earlier today. It was like many moons ago that I went out with my mum, well at least to the night market. We went to buy food and also some vegetables. I asked why buy now when we could get it in the morning during the morning market at exactly the same place. I commented was it cheaper during the night market, and the reply was yes.

I know that mum is just trying to save whatever that she can for rainy days. I know it’s a good trait and not wasting is definitely good. However I just can’t help but feel lousy. I feel lousy because I don’t seem to be able to cater for the basic needs, well at least not what I see.

I want to give my parents everything. I want them to be able to eat or even buy anything that they want without thinking so much about the cost and how expensive is it. I want to be able to forget the value of money, leaving that for me to worry.

I know it’s hard because we came from a poor background, struggling day in and day out just to make ends meet, at least my parents and siblings did. I was lucky to be better off than them. I’m still trying very hard to make life easier for them, to earn more so they can live better without worries. I guess I have not been able to do that yet.

Mum, Dad, I’m trying my best to make up whatever that I have done wrong but not with money but my sincerity. My aim is to make sure both of you can live a better after all you have done for us, me and my siblings. I want you to enjoy the rest of the days with us by your side, as a family.

I will make this day come true for you… mum and dad. I’m working hard towards it.

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Now may be you folks can tell me more…
Now stop laughing there, I still hear you laughing…

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Is big, don’t you think so. Well at least for beef lovers or burger lovers who loves the sized up burger. This is what our trusty and lovable fast food joint has come up. I guess they want a piece of the piece from the giant burger’s market share.

This is my second Mega Mac anyway in a week’s time anyway. This giant burger looks exactly like the original except they just double the meat if you can see. Still can take a bit if you open your jaws a little more than usual. However this not so little bun with meat does mess up your hands as it does with the original. The packaging still does not leave your hands clean of the sauce, vegetables and meat that seems to fall off and slip through the pressure from your hands on the bun.

But still beware, this is still consider a dwarf to the ever famous Carls Jr. Even when I have a large meal with this burger it does not even come close to a large meal of a RM 30+ Carls Jr guacamole burger. A Carls Jr. meal can actually render me disabled at the chair for a moment while I can still enjoy nuggets, fries and 2 apple pie with this Mega Mac.

Food can really soothes the soul…

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