Impact Of A Soul To A Soul From A Soul

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Original: VIKTOR LAZLO , 1986

Song – Stories
Artist – Chyi

I remember quite clearly now when this story happened.
The autumn leaves were floating and measured down to the ground.
Recovering the lake where we use to swim like children
On the sun would dare to shine
That time, we used to be happy
Well, I thought we were
But the truth was that, you had been longing to leave me
Not daring to tell me
On that precious night watching the lake vaguely conscious
You said: Our story was ending.

Now I’m standing here
No one to wipe away my tears
No one to keep me warm
And no one to walk along with
No one to make me feel
No one to make me whole
OH! What am I to do?
I’m standing here alone
It doesn’t seem so clear to me
What am I supposed to do about
This burning heart of mine
OH! What am I to do?
Or how should I react?
OH! Tell me please!

The rain was killing the last days of summer
You had been killing my last breath of love
Since a long time ago
I still don’t think I am gonna make it through another love story
You took it all away from me
And there I stand, I knew I was gonna be the…
The one left behind.
But still I’m watching the lake vaguely conscious
And I know
My life is ending.

The beautiful voice of Chyi haunts me. When I listened to the cassette that I have of the album, everyone asks me to turn it off. Her voice just haunts when you listen to it in the dead of the night, in the still silence of the night. A song that I love very, very much. A very sad one, however it does make an impact with sure beautiful voice.

In the still of the night
Laughing endlessly
On the beach
Vaguely conscious
Endlessly singing the song
Yelling at the top of my lungs
On my cheek the tears flowed
Unto eternal sorrow in my heart
Keys to my heart
Yielding in your hands
Eternally locking away
Life of this soul
Strangely abiding

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Why do you have to come and fuck up everything for me? Every time when something good decides to happen on me, you will always come and fuck it up, each and every time.
It’s totally fucked up
Totally fucked up
By YOU

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Sometimes I think you are unreasonable
Sometimes I think you are inconsiderate
Sometimes I think you are impossible

Now I think I’m unreasonable
Now I think I’m inconsiderate
Now I think I’m impossible

Me and you
Table’s turned
Who’s wrong
Who’s right

I’m sad
I’m content
I’m confused
I’m having migraine

I can’t wait to end the week
At least there’s some fun waiting
Krazy moments to cherish
Time off from insanity

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Song – Right Here Waiting (Live)
Artist – Richard Marx

Ocean’s apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn’t stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can’t get near you now

Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I’m with you
I’ll take the chance

Oh, can’t you see it baby
You’ve got me going crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

A song that I’ve heard over and over again. I’m not sure if this song is familiar to you at all, I think this song is quite long ago.

The lyrics says it all, what I feel at this very moment. No, I’m not sure. I am confused. Do not ask me for I have no answers. I do not have answers. Fly me to the moon. Fly with me. If you only knew. How do I live without you. my heart will go on.

Right here waiting for you
How my heart breaks
Right here waiting
For YOU

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Life has a way of it’s own and it just makes me smile and laugh, but at the same time frown and sad. The darkness has further grown to total pitch black. Living in a box or any time continuum with no light at all is not really thing to boast about, but then it does content me.

How can things seem so right yet so wrong
How can things seem so good yet so bad
How can things just hurt and not heal even a little
How can one just see the dark and not the dimmest of light

The darkest hours has come
Covering every in of reality
Right has become wrong
Wrong has become reason
Silence could only be shown
Consumed with darkness
Fingers pointing to innocence
Muting the atmosphere
The dimmest of light
Not seen but yearned
Shall there be light
Faintly lighting the hand
Offering me
____

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I just got back and bathe. The day was a put off with the presentation gone bad and last minute work before I left to meet some of my friends. I was late and the hot chocolate became cold chocolate after nearly an hour in the car.

The night was going well, I thought finally. Friends, fun, food, what else can I ask for. Well, I’d ask for a fairy, which I don’t know why, but then I got a call. Well, you see, I get very attached with text and voice. Some may say what is there to text or voice, but I can tell you that it does make a difference and if you are observant enough or if you are conscious enough, you will know the difference and what I’m talking about.

Things just has not been going really well as the year started or so to speak ended. I had fun until then. My head is not really nice at this moment. I think I need sleep, if I can manage it.

Smile always as we should, life will be so much better soon.

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Today was not as busy as I imagined
Pleasant surprises caught me off guard
Feeling top of the world
A midnight phone call
A dreaded call of truth
A petrified soul in me
Pounding migraine
Overflowing thoughts
An almost dead body and soul

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The end of the year is here again. The year has been a rough sea with a change of career and of coz meeting so many new people. The year gave me a lot to remember both pain and joy.

I have had so much joy and then so much pain. This is the second time where I had a wonderful Christmas but a painful new year.

Well details aside, I will need to stand up strongly to face all the things that has been thrown upon me. Apart from that all the things that have happen I know that my conscience is clear and that I have done what I should. I may have done mistakes but then I am still clear in conscience.

Through the times that I have been through the last two quarter of the year, I know that I have people that have stepped into my life and support me. All of my friends that have been supporting me through the times of my turbulence are it known to you or not, I really want to thank all of you. You do not know how much you have touched my heart and soul.

I wish that the wishes that I have made a little while ago will come true. Thanks to all of you that have been there for me and I mean all of you.

Here I wish all of you the best of things can be given to you in the coming and a very happy new year all my friends.

And of coz I want to express my greatest gratitude to houseband, Lizza, Ayesa, Jessica, Avery and my traveling partner for the most wonderful time I have had in many, many years. Thank you so much.

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Finally, it has ended. At least that that is what I think.

Too tired
Too much to think
Too many questions
So much pressure
One deadly answer
One end
The end

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I hate it. I hate it when you can destroy me with such petty things, such petty actions. I hate myself, I hate myself more and more each passing day. Destroying myself in the process. Losing faith, losing hope.

The joy that I so cultivated with such hardship is often destroyed when I could see the light starting to shine dimly and the end of the tunnel. A tunnel that I’m not even sure I’m supposed to be in, let alone travel to the end of it.

In the storm of nature, which I would choose to be at this very moment, not wishing to come back to the calm land of the known. A brutal storm my take me away or may be keep me from coming back to destruction that is counting down day by day.

For the destruction that out weighs the joy that I could cultivate, I feel like is giving up on me. Or may be I’m giving up on myself, or life itself.

Well I will retire here… at this point. And well I won’t be reachable on whatever means of communication for I have opted to deactivate them.

No worries though dear…
Many many hugs dear…
*smile*

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